I did my last journal entry more than 8 months ago, sorry for that...
Maybe it's a good sign, that I didn't get time to write some entries here!
Also, of course, many things moved in my life:
I'm officially well-educated now, I got my graduation and I think, the marks aren't that bad
Also I learned much new things, I met beautiful persons (also beautiful in their inner core ) and hopefully I can start my first laboratory soon, in a few weeks!
Until now I felt kind of displaced in this world; the last three months I just didn't do anything for my "career" or something like that... I enjoyed my life being on youth camps with nice people and funny kids, meeting these beautiful persons, which I mentioned some sentences before, and doing some stuff in different regions of editing, design etc....
Unfortunately I didn't experienced much more, my life is kind of boring! That's the reason, why I wanted to do a laboratory as soon as possible, I'm feeling useless... that's hard to describe, but maybe you know, what I mean!
It's hard to lose a firm structure in your life, you have to organize all by yourself... that means hard work, but it's necessary!
I don't know, what I could tell you anymore, I think, I'm finished!
Care of yourselves!